lol

i got alot of things to blog..

but i dun feel like blogging..

but yet i wan to put the issues down..

dunoe leh.. wan to blog but scared after i blog become emo

okay nvm i jus decided to type something, i dunoe how far before i stopped



i realise my mood has become extremely bad recently since like 2-3 weeks ago

small irritances can make me angry inside

even though they can be dismissed easily..

for instance, once i wanted to try the prata at amk hub the cafe..

then i see ppl ordering la.. den i go order.. den she say no more, muz wait 30 mins..

den wad happen after that.. even i dunoe why i was that way..

jus became super angry and stand there and wait until its ready..

and giv them a damn irritated face..

den they notice and later when its ready i was compensated..

i tink back how come i act like that sia.. i could hav easily go other shops to eat..

haiz.. plus other instances that even small small matters can make me angry within, just that hiding it..

anyways tis morning suddenly the feelings of the past has cropped up again.. finally remembered to call my counselor

i also forgotten bout calling rh's mum.. wah

calling ppl for pri sch class gathering now, jus for a simple outing
haiz not gonna b the same.. i always organise last time jus for an opportunity to call her..
tinking back.. if she is still here right now.. i wud ask her wad she plan to do for her long holidays.. or play wad games..


haiz..



i feel like typing a story.. it was the intention of starting this blog.. jus that even since she passed away i hav used it as my personal blog..